Shooting Up: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Addiction

Author:   Jonathan Tepper
Publisher:   Infinite Books
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9781964378138


Pages:   304
Publication Date:   17 February 2026
Format:   Hardback
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Shooting Up: A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Addiction


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""Powerfully moving...an extraordinary memoir."" --George Stephanopoulos, political commentator and Good Morning America and ABC Sunday News anchor In the shadows of Madrid's most notorious drug slum, an American missionary family plants roots among heroin addicts and builds an unlikely church. Shooting Up is Jonathan Tepper's searing memoir of a childhood spent in San Blas, where syringes littered playgrounds and his closest friends were recovering junkies twice his age. When Elliott and Mary Tepper arrive in 1985 with their four young sons, San Blas is ground zero of Europe's heroin epidemic. While other children play soccer, Jonathan befriends bank robbers and former prostitutes. His heroes aren't athletes but men like Raúl and Jambri, charismatic ex-addicts who transform their lives through the revolutionary drug rehabilitation center the Teppers help found. What begins as eight men in an apartment becomes Betel, now one of the world's largest drug rehabilitation networks. But this isn't a story of institutional triumph. It's an intimate portrait of radical compassion amid the AIDS crisis, told through the eyes of a boy watching his parents choose the damned over the respectable, witnessing miracles and tragedies in equal measure. Tepper writes with unflinching honesty about the magnetic pull of the streets, the seductive danger of heroin, and the complicated love between broken people healing together. His prose--elegant yet raw--captures both the squalor of addiction and the stubborn persistence of grace. This is a memoir about choosing to see beauty in ruins, finding family among outcasts, and learning that the answer to suffering is always more love. It is a story of love and loss, but it is also a love letter to friends, family, and even learning. Part Angela's Ashes, part The Cross and the Switchblade, Shooting Up announces Tepper as a powerful new voice in memoir, one who transforms a harrowing childhood into an unforgettable testament to hope.

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Author:   Jonathan Tepper
Publisher:   Infinite Books
Imprint:   Infinite Books
Dimensions:   Width: 15.50cm , Height: 2.50cm , Length: 23.10cm
Weight:   0.590kg
ISBN:  

9781964378138


ISBN 10:   1964378133
Pages:   304
Publication Date:   17 February 2026
Audience:   General/trade ,  General
Format:   Hardback
Publisher's Status:   Forthcoming
Availability:   Not yet available   Availability explained
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Shooting Up is an extraordinary memoir of a unique childhood among heroin addicts during the AIDS epidemic, but it is also a universal story of love and loss that is powerfully moving. At a time when society is so deeply divided--and faith is so often used as a wedge--it is refreshing to read a missionary kid's true story of compassion and empathy for the outcasts. The book is a tale filled with grace and humor in life's darkest moments. --George Stephanopoulos, political commentator and Good Morning America and ABC Sunday News anchor Shooting Up is an astonishing work that opens your eyes--and your heart--to a whole new world, one that is as beautiful and inspiring as it is gritty and harrowing. Jonathan Tepper is an extraordinarily gifted writer who has somehow managed to write a memoir that is at once heartbreaking, gut wrenching, and joyous. --Amy Chua, author of Battle Hymn of the Tiger Mother and The Golden Gate Jonathan Tepper's story is remarkable. From his father's dramatic conversion to the years pioneering Betel, this is the story of no ordinary family. I am so glad that Jonathan is sharing his extraordinary experience through this account. --Nicky Gumbel, pioneer of the Alpha course and former vicar of Holy Trinity Brompton (HTB) in London In stark, often heart-rending prose, Jonathan tells the story of growing up with his three brothers and missionary parents in San Blas, a drug-overrun neighborhood of Madrid. It is a tale of tragedy and triumph in the midst of loss and death. Ultimately, Shooting Up is a powerful testament to the redemptive power of faith, friendship, and love. I couldn't recommend it more highly. I cried, I laughed, I was changed. --Tom Webber, author of Flying Over 96th Street: Memoir of an East Harlem White Boy Shooting Up recounts a young man's coming of age in the unlikeliest of places and finds joy, wisdom, and humor in the darkest of moments. Reading this book made me think anew about grace, gratitude, and the hard roads that take us there. --Daniel Swift, author of Bomber County Tepper's story about addiction, AIDS, and his parents' work with addicts in Spain in the 1990s is an insanely entertaining and wild account. In fact, it's the most riveting memoir I've ever read. --Frank Schaeffer, author of Crazy for God A remarkable, true-life story about an American family offering salvation in Spain's slums. --Kirkus It has been one of the privileges of my life to know the Tepper family and witness first-hand the marvel that is Betel, where countless people have found hope, healing, community, and new beginnings. Here, in his memoir Shooting Up, Jonathan Tepper, with great skill, eloquence, humor, and provocation, tells us the extraordinary story of Betel. This is not just another read--it's an event. --Simon Ponsonby, priest, author, and teacher at St. Aldate's, Oxford Jonathan Tepper's gut-wrenching, inspiring memoir Shooting Up immerses you so deeply in its characters that you feel as if you're living--and suffering--alongside them. Set amid the ravages of the AIDS epidemic in Madrid, this gorgeously crafted coming-of-age story is both luminous and profoundly humane. An unforgettable read that's impossible to put down. --Joseph Luzzi, author of My Two Italies and In a Dark Wood: What Dante Taught Me About Grief, Healing, and the Mysteries of Love Riveting memoir exploring missionary work, addiction, and human kindness. --Booklife/Publisher's Weekly (Editor's Pick) A fascinating story, brilliantly told... It is gripping, harrowing, and tragic--yet somehow also a story of faith, courage, and hope. --The Rt Rev Dr. Graham Tomlin, director of the Centre for Cultural Witness


Author Information

Jonathan Tepper is the author of several acclaimed financial books, including The Myth of Capitalism. A Rhodes Scholar, he earned degrees in History and Economics from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill and an MLitt from the University of Oxford. Born in the U.S. and raised in Mexico as a young child, Jonathan came of age in Madrid's San Blas neighborhood, where his parents ran one of the country's first drug rehabilitation centers. Shooting Up is his first memoir, offering a deeply personal view of life at the intersection of faith, addiction, and resilience. He and his wife Stacey have a two-year-old who is a human hurricane of curiosity and keeps them busy. Jonathan returns to Madrid as often as he can.

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