Damned but Devoted: A Life Through Dostoevsky's Eyes

Author:   Cor Van Houte
Publisher:   Independently Published
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Pages:   218
Publication Date:   23 August 2025
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Damned but Devoted: A Life Through Dostoevsky's Eyes


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I was damned....Not metaphorically, not poetically-I was stripped of liberty, dignity, and the illusion of control. A year behind bars does not teach you who you are; it teaches you who you were pretending to be. In that silence, in that crucible, I met Dostoevsky. Not the man, but the mind-the abyss, the trembling hand that wrote of guilt, suffering, and hope with a precision that pierced the soul. I do not write to justify myself, nor to seek pity. I write to bear witness. To the codes that shape men in the shadows, to the strategies that preserve order in chaos, and to the conscience that persists even in confinement. I write for the young, for the lost, for those who feel the weight of scars, mistakes, and missteps, yet yearn to act deliberately, consciously, and ethically. This book is a dialogue. I am the elder, scarred, mythologized, a Doctor of Laws who has walked through shadow and strategy, through suffering and observation. The young man-the reader's companion-is searching, questioning, wrestling with identity, fear, and moral responsibility. Together, we explore the architecture of conscience, the discipline of reflection, and the delicate persistence of hope. Here, suffering is pedagogy, power is responsibility, scars are instruments, and grace whispers persistently. There is no clean slate, no guaranteed redemption-only the labor of attention, observation, and deliberate action. And yet, even the damned can find meaning, even the lost can begin. I was damned. But I love Dostoevsky. And that love, tempered with reflection and action, has saved me-not from punishment, but from becoming hollow. Welcome, then, to this dialogue. Let it provoke, challenge, and illuminate. Let it be the mirror in which you see both scars and possibility, and let it remind you that even in shadow, the human soul can act with integrity, conscience, and deliberate hope. ""To live without hope is to cease to live."" - Fyodor Dostoevsky Cor van Houte

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Author:   Cor Van Houte
Publisher:   Independently Published
Imprint:   Independently Published
Dimensions:   Width: 15.20cm , Height: 1.20cm , Length: 22.90cm
Weight:   0.299kg
ISBN:  

9798299450385


Pages:   218
Publication Date:   23 August 2025
Audience:   General/trade ,  General
Format:   Paperback
Publisher's Status:   Active
Availability:   Available To Order   Availability explained
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