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Anvil Long was devastated to learn he had been conceived during a date rape incident. His lineage, which he had once believed to be an essential element of his being, was lost forever. The pain and internal struggle caused by this revelation consumed his thoughts daily. Anvil found writing helped soothe his suffering. Who Am I is a collection of poems and prose that captures his internal feelings as he worked to discover his reimaged identity through the healing process.

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Reviewed by Ananya Hazarika for Readers' Favorite A dark secret, a devastating truth, an identity crisis, choices, fighting depression, and acceptance, Who Am I is a collection of poems and prose by Anvil Long. Anvil, a child of rape, is shocked when he learns the truth about his biological father. This discovery initiates a change in his perception of his identity, and he starts questioning the foundation of his existence as if it were a lie. But when his friend mentions Ben Lerner, Anvil draws inspiration from his poems and starts penning his innermost feelings and confessions. Divided into three parts titled Impetus, Discovery, and Healing, each part is a revelation of his struggles in each phase of denial and acceptance. He shares his experiences of the journey he takes, from being depressed after discovering the truth to healing from trauma and accepting himself as an individual despite bloodlines and lineage. He later realizes that family is not defined by blood, but by choice, love, acceptance, and trust. It is a memoir that is inspiring, motivating, and emotional. Who Am I is one of the most interesting and sensitive memoirs I have come across in a while. Anvil Long shares his experiences of beating depression by starting to write. His written accounts reveal his deepest feelings, which is proof of the pain he went through. The poems remind me of Wordsworth: Poetry is the continuous overflow of powerful feelings: it takes its origin from emotions recollected in tranquility. As I kept reading, a few lines from Anvil's poem Finding Myself in Part 3 reminded me of The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. Anvil finds his love for solo riding on open roads, which finally gives him clarity and the making of his destiny. Anvil Long sets the perfect example of how we can learn to channel our pain to achieve a greater sense of purpose, achieve freedom, forgive and accept the harshest of truths, and move forward without waiting for society's approval. The flow of his thoughts reflects in his figurative language, and poetic liberty gives him the upper hand to explore various writing styles, doing justice to literature. One should have a copy of this at home as it inspires and gives hope to those that are lost and struggling to connect to their loved ones. It is also proof that writing is another way of coping, which provides one with a sense of ownership of the story.

"Reviewed by Ananya Hazarika for Readers' Favorite A dark secret, a devastating truth, an identity crisis, choices, fighting depression, and acceptance, Who Am I is a collection of poems and prose by Anvil Long. Anvil, a child of rape, is shocked when he learns the truth about his biological father. This discovery initiates a change in his perception of his identity, and he starts questioning the foundation of his existence as if it were a lie. But when his friend mentions Ben Lerner, Anvil draws inspiration from his poems and starts penning his innermost feelings and confessions. Divided into three parts titled Impetus, Discovery, and Healing, each part is a revelation of his struggles in each phase of denial and acceptance. He shares his experiences of the journey he takes, from being depressed after discovering the truth to healing from trauma and accepting himself as an individual despite bloodlines and lineage. He later realizes that family is not defined by blood, but by choice, love, acceptance, and trust. It is a memoir that is inspiring, motivating, and emotional. Who Am I is one of the most interesting and sensitive memoirs I have come across in a while. Anvil Long shares his experiences of beating depression by starting to write. His written accounts reveal his deepest feelings, which is proof of the pain he went through. The poems remind me of Wordsworth: ""Poetry is the continuous overflow of powerful feelings: it takes its origin from emotions recollected in tranquility."" As I kept reading, a few lines from Anvil's poem Finding Myself in Part 3 reminded me of The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. Anvil finds his love for solo riding on open roads, which finally gives him clarity and the making of his destiny. Anvil Long sets the perfect example of how we can learn to channel our pain to achieve a greater sense of purpose, achieve freedom, forgive and accept the harshest of truths, and move forward without waiting for society's approval. The flow of his thoughts reflects in his figurative language, and poetic liberty gives him the upper hand to explore various writing styles, doing justice to literature. One should have a copy of this at home as it inspires and gives hope to those that are lost and struggling to connect to their loved ones. It is also proof that writing is another way of coping, which provides one with a sense of ownership of the story."

"2023 Next Generation Indie Book Award Winner Anvil Long's Journey is a beautiful book of poetry that uncovers a secret discovered during a playful DNA test and delves into the haunting trauma experienced by his mother. Long grapples with shame due to the sins of his biological father, leading him to question everything he thought he knew about himself and his world. Hidden truths can be heavy burdens. Fabulous read. Cathy Oasheim, Next Generation Indie Book Awards Judge Kirkus Reviews The author of this book was conceived in the course of a rape. He learned ""the big secret"" from a DNA test and his mother's admission that she had been sexually assaulted shortly before she began dating the man who raised Long. This information forced the author to reimagine his identity; he did so, in part, through poetry. In free verse and prose, he grapples with the way ""The skeleton, revealed with good intent, / Severed my lineage, erased my identity"" (""Truth (Why Tell Me)"") He questions who he is inside this new framework, wondering ""Could it be the real me is not what I wanted? / Or worse, not what the world wants?"" (""The Other Me""). The poet longs for relief from the pain of uncovering the truth about his origins: ""numbness / I pray, will come swiftly / as numbness, / you see, is my only liberator"" (""Praying for Numbness""). In a dream, the now-deceased man who raised Long as his own son comes to him and reassures him: ""I know. It's okay. I love you."" The author provides just enough context to illuminate the book's themes without over explaining his poetry. While Long is certainly allowed to describe this life-altering revelation as he sees fit, characterizing his paternity as a ""secret"" is somewhat problematic, given that his mother was apparently unaware that her rapist was his biological father. Still, there is beauty in his vulnerability as he explores what it means to be ""born flawed / Formed not from love nor mutual longing / But from pain and guilt that fill the silent places"" (""Flawed by Birth""). At the end of the book, Long summarizes his new beliefs about family: ""Family is who I choose. A choice based on love, on commitment, on mutual acceptance.""A promising and provocative debut from a novice poet. - Kirkus Reviews Readers' Favorite - Five Star Rating ""Who Am I is one of the most interesting and sensitive memoirs I have come across in a while. Anvil Long shares his experiences of beating depression by starting to write. His written accounts reveal his deepest feelings, which is proof of the pain he went through. The poems remind me of Wordsworth: ""Poetry is the continuous overflow of powerful feelings: it takes its origin from emotions recollected in tranquility."" As I kept reading, a few lines from Anvil's poem Finding Myself in Part 3 reminded me of The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. Anvil finds his love for solo riding on open roads, which finally gives him clarity and the making of his destiny."" Ananya Hazarika, Readers' Favorite"

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