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OverviewI am not a typical incest survivor. My incest did not begin in my childhood, though more than one person suggested that it might have. My father's incestuous fascination with me began when I was in my early 20's. All of a sudden, my father's looks of disgust turned into looks of lust. But it wasn't until he placed his hand on my breast that I felt the world around me crumble - my surroundings morphed into everything unfamiliar. I lived somewhere else now, somewhere I imagined to be hell. Everything I previously referred to as my past disappeared in a blur. The man I called my father had become a frightening entity. My skin tightened when he walked into a room. I felt cold and shaky. I was a single mother living at home with my parents, making less money than I needed to survive on my own. I was afraid for myself. I was afraid for my daughter. I was afraid to tell my mother and my sisters. I was afraid of everything. But more than fear was the shame I felt, because I couldn't stand up to my father. His behavior was so foreign to me, that when he touched me, I didn't feel as if the rug had been pulled out from under me - I felt more as if the entire Earth had been pulled away from me, leaving me suspended somewhere between the life I thought I had and no life at all. Adult-Onset Incest is so rare, very little has been written about the subject. In this book, you will get a glimpse into my life as an adult-onset incest survivor, tripping over my own shadows as I tried to gain some semblance of balance and regain the joy I once enjoyed. Full Product DetailsAuthor: Jenee Marayana JeffersonPublisher: Independently Published Imprint: Independently Published Dimensions: Width: 15.20cm , Height: 2.10cm , Length: 22.90cm Weight: 0.526kg ISBN: 9798412601649Pages: 394 Publication Date: 04 February 2022 Audience: General/trade , General Format: Paperback Publisher's Status: Active Availability: In Print This item will be ordered in for you from one of our suppliers. Upon receipt, we will promptly dispatch it out to you. For in store availability, please contact us. Table of ContentsReviewsAuthor InformationTab Content 6Author Website:Countries AvailableAll regions |